Here we go. I'm about to get really personal every one so resond as you will and if you screw me or say that I'm just a pussy then the consequensas are on YOU think on that. My name is Anthony Grey Fialkowski I am 23 years old and I live in St.could FL in the sticks with my Aunt. I am very creative and I enjoy what most of my watchers enjoy anime,animation,comics,manga,all the stuff that I grew up with. I well the best word I can come up with is I love storys. There is nothing I tresure most than an epic story about.......anything! The underdog who thro trial and tribulation can beat whatever obstical that is thrwon to them and they meat friends enemys fall in love allllllll that it just hits me sooo deeply. Plus some comedy does not hurt it either. I wanted nothing in my life than to do what Ken Akamatu, Stan lee, R.A. Salvetore, Eiichiro Oda, Larun Faust, the list goes on but I wanted to be with them. But now........the more time passes the I begin to realies I hate my life. You may think this is just some off med ass-clown trying to get attiton by being all sad but wait until you hear what I have to say next.
I am what medical "profishinals" call a Retard this is not an insult this is in the proper medical diegnosis. This means that my intellegeance is lower than any other human being. Sure there are wores cases but I am tencncky in the catigori. I found this out when I was in my seniro year in HighSchool. I was in something called ESE which I gess means that means that I was just there so that the rich & powerful can say "we care about you". 7 years(the extra are du to being able to stay until I was 21) and what do I have to show for it!? Nothing I now have no job, no car, no real friends, no one to love, nothing. And it's just getting worse. My family dose not care about me I am quit possibly the black shepp of this disfounsimal family. My mom died because of cancer do to somoking. My Dad will die so because of it even though he saids he's done with life.MY Aunt quit years ago but now is smoking again because she hates everything and everyone. What kind of life is this when you alone have to hear your family having problems and when you want to help or be apart of it they just put on smiles and say "it's not YOUR PROBLEM" when what they accully mean is fuck off. On top of that I am poor mot the same way as all of Africa is but enough to were if my house just falls apart I'll quickly join them. This world is sick and the cause is toumers that are the people who live in the top of the skyscrapers, the ones who NEVER get taxes on anything, and who get things because they just ask for them. This is the sole reason why the econimy is fucked up it is because the govermeant won't order the corrperations to just evenly distribute the weath all they want to do is to make them happy so that they can buy that new tecno thing there "childeren" can use then a year later get them a new one because there board with it. Another thing is that I was born in 1991. I have had NO education in computer tecnoligy nore have any real experiance with this new age stuff. I mean I always thought writs counicaters were only si-fi now they are real and only the rich can have it. This laptop has kicked my ass a hundred times over and I am still no closer to figureing out why it is slow and unrisponsev.If a virus or somthing WORSE is in here then goodbye living life because someone stole it. I just want someone to help me because I.....we can only grow so much on or own we need help from others. That is what Able was trying to do with his brother as I understand it. But then jelousy and hate and greed just took over Kain and well you know the rest. I've had someone "help" tried to fix this machien but I am starting to think that he may have mad it worse! Why I don't know. I try too be the best I can be but no one wants to even try. So I will do one last look around to see what is happening on my acount then I will go off line until next Monday. If there are some actual responses when I get back and I've tried but again nothing even from my most favorite people in the world the brony anaylisis communirie has ignored me. Sure one or mabye two respound but that was after days of posting my question! It doae not seem that hard to just say I'm working or hi that's all I want! So if you want to leave some type of response fine or if I get band for this I do. not. care. Hopfully there is still a heart in this earth and not a steal core. Bye.